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2009-10-25T11:01:00.001+08:00

i cant believe it.

im so lazy now.

and i dont even feel like blogging anymore. maybe i shd just close down this blog permanently.

haha

2009-09-20T01:02:00.001+08:00

其实我们都很傻

我们都假装什么事都没发生

我们都假装没听见对方心里的话

我们都很虚伪

2009-09-19T09:15:00.002+08:00

其实所有的开始都是这样的

只是我们都无暇理会中间的过程

有种爱藏在心里慢慢变小然后消失

我却选择埋葬

谢谢你朋友

然后还是那句话迂腐又虚假的那句

你的出现让生命更美好

pisces

2009-09-18T10:40:00.002+08:00

saw this just now. i think its bloody damn accurate. those who wants to know what kind of person i am, just go read this, i dont think i ll bother to explain. haha

双鱼的女孩不是傻，而是因为心里明白太聪明太锋芒毕露只会招来嫉妒，于是就用装傻，傻得没心没肺，来当作心灵的保护罩。因为坚信“真相都是残酷的，与其太过明白一切，不如傻傻的来得幸福。”所以双鱼的女孩会巧妙的掩饰自己的智慧。但她们傻笑的同时，却将你的一举一动尽收眼底，连你心里想什么她都知道，她不说只是代表没必要揭你老底，她也不想惹麻烦。这是一种大智若愚。

　　她对你说出一大堆天真的幻想，只是为了让你对她没戒心；她迷迷糊糊,不代表真的不黯世事，而是寻求保护，适当的显露出柔弱才能激起你的保护欲亚~~~

　　双鱼座并不真的相信占卜，只是在寻求不到解答时，要找各种途径去研究策略，她们需要占卜，但并不代表绝对依赖占卜。那只是给自己提示的途径罢了。

　　双鱼女对追求她的人，以及身边出现的异性都保持一种暧昧态度，那只是因为她尚未真正找到值得自己爱的人，但一旦找到真心所爱的人，就没有人能让她移情别恋了——除非出现条件更好、更爱她的人，不排除她会重新考虑，但也不一定就会变心。如果她还没有爱上谁，那么所有的异性——只要符合她的标准——都有机会，但若是她已经有了非常在乎非常认定的人，那么其他人的追求对她来说都是麻烦，她虽然会保持耐心去应付，但绝对不会给对方机会，甚至把她逼急了还会干脆拒绝掉。

　　别以为双鱼女柔若，其实她很有自己的原则，并且是那种平时可以玩世不恭可以没心没肺可以傻气幼稚，但关键时刻却会是最冷静最核心的人物。当有人为她撑腰时，她会是最较弱最需要保护的那个，但没有人撑腰时，她就是做出决断下达指令的人。

　　她很会察言观色，虽然有时她并不会利用这一点去处事，但一切都要看形势需要。

　　可以说她的傻气是装出来的，可爱却不一定是装出来的；柔弱是装出来的，易被感动却不是装出来的；耐心是她很努力去维持的，但并不代表她就容许别人放肆。

　　她可以最不记仇，但把她逼到忍无可忍不能再忍的时候，你就等着死吧。最好的情况是她警告一次就不会有什么举动，最糟糕的情况就是——暗暗的发动你周遭一切可以发动的人对你进行最猛烈的攻击，让你瞬间失去一切，还会主动来向她道歉~~并且事后都不会知道你究竟怎么死的。

　　所以没事别去惹双鱼座，不然老天爷都不会放过你，何况她。

　　双鱼座的双重性格非常极端，可以最火热，也可以最冰冷，但平常会呈现出很中间很和蔼的性格，可以迷惑你，虽然她们基本上不太会留意到自己的影响力。

　　很多解析都说双鱼多么浪漫多么不切实际。我要说的是，浪漫是真，不切实际却不一定。

　　只要条件需要她脚踏实地，她就会比任何人都现实，并且还会突然开始制定计划并且一步步照做。这种转变是惊人的，原因是她已经找到了认定的目标。虽然计划总是在不断修改，但她下定决心的事她就会疯狂的做，并且很用心。但有的时候他们并不需要花费很多力气就可以做得比别人好，但为了向别人表现自己真的很努力，还要装出点用功认真的样子。而真正努力的时候，她们却会调皮的装出吊儿郎当的样子。

　　他们很会演戏，只是很多时候她们并不是刻意的在演。演只是一种本能。而作用和效果也随情况转变。

　　但有时候她们是故意那样做的，并且你往往看不出来，还会以为她们是真的傻傻的，真的乐天派，或是真的很脆弱很易被伤害，或是真的那么胆小。

　　她们常常让你产生错觉，觉得自己最了解她们，自己很容易可以控制她们，其实不然，想出一段时间，你就会发现真是大错特错。她有太多的面，她的性格时刻在变，并且是随着时间地点人物心情来变，甚至传的一套衣服染的一种发色都能瞬间改变她们的性格，你永远也看不透看不完。她的想法如此天马行空，她可以很听话很唯命是从，也可以猛然的很个性很坚持己见很独立，你永远也不能真正抓住她的心，永远也不能真正占有她。

　　她不断的摄取知识并且不停的思考，她留意哪怕一点点小细节。她不在意你的缺点，并且欣赏你的优点。她不一定会说出全部的想法，但当她正经起来，她会说出令你吃惊的准确的话，不过，若她假装正经的时候除外。

　　她从不真正单纯，觉得她太浅太透明的男人们，那是因为你太没洞察力也太没耐心、太肤浅，你没有足够的智慧和眼力去读懂真实的她，所以你也无法掌握她的心。

　　而那些以自我为中心、不肯照顾女人的男人，更加没可能得到双鱼女长久的爱，她就算一开始爱得你死去活来，那也只是她给自己编织的一场梦，她很快就会醒来，会清醒地从现实的细节里看穿你，无论你如何掩饰，她很有可能会离开你，别以为她天性喜爱依赖，让你做主只是因为她怕麻烦，其实她很独立，只要需要，她丝毫不会留恋不值得她爱的人。

　　所以爱她就要让自己不肤浅，要学会欣赏她，要去解读她，也要学会体贴她——她会留意细节，虽然她不一定会抱怨男友的粗心和不解风情，但别以为你的疏忽不被察觉，那是不可能的。时间久了，次数多了，她也会在沉默中爆发，那时，可别怪她冷酷决绝，只因为你太不懂情趣。

　　当然，只会说甜言蜜语却没行动和付出的男人，她也会离开的。

　　想要得到她，就展开追求攻势吧。她不欣赏婆婆妈妈没胆量的男人。

　　但是她也不会喜欢被她明确拒绝了多次却死缠烂打得男人。

　　她的要求不会很高，只要你长得还对得起观众，并且干净舒服，有点品位，又有上进心和行动力，有耐心又体贴，不花心，并且很主动又照顾周到，不怕为了浪漫砸时间砸金子（即使你没钱，也至少要体贴），她就会很快对你动情。

　　只要你讲理，她就不会无理取闹。但宠她宠过头了，那就有各种可能性了。

　　玫瑰鲜花巧克力纪念日绝对不能忘，还要给她生日的惊喜，最好你献殷勤不用她提醒你，你在她面前会很成熟可靠，又能适当的撒撒娇，又能在同事朋友面前独当一面，她就会崇拜你，甚至还会用她的方式宠你。

　　双鱼人为什么要睡懒觉呢？总结出如下三点：大家看对不对1。真的很困很累，通常会一觉睡到将近中午，没办法呀。2。觉得睡着了就可以暂时逃避世俗的某些纷扰。3。虽然躺在床上，其实很早就醒了，只不过在思考问题，思考了好几个小时。不起来只是因为这样想问题更安静更投入。

　　双鱼MM真地爱上一个人就会把与对方发的短信和聊天纪录看上好多好多遍，就是那样不厌其烦的看，看到都可以背出来，然后傻笑或是生闷气或是怀疑或是忧愁。我还会把短信抄到本本上，每天有事没事拿出来看，就算只是盯着一句话，也能把谈话的整个内容都在脑海重重演好多次，然后独自思考对方说这话的语气心情以及正在做什么。而那些聊天纪录，也会看到背下来，然后平时罚代的时候大多都是在回想聊天内容了。

其实还有一点,就是双鱼GGMM的眼睛周围都会有一颗褐色的泪痣.

credits tohttp://user.qzone.qq.com/772937290/blog/1203670070

2009-09-17T16:06:00.002+08:00

假期终于揭开了帘幕

刚刚在youtube 看了starking ep 115. 有一个部分，让我非常有感触。

有一群盲人小朋友演唱了一段歌曲

真是催人泪下

我不禁感叹自己是多么的幸运

那些小朋友，虽然看不见，他们的心中却敞开了另一扇窗。

我又陷入沉思之中

反复想参透这人生

无奈

人总有几多惆怅

2009-09-15T23:45:00.002+08:00

i...feel very happy.

for the first time in my life i felt like i have friends.

true friends i mean.

2009-09-13T23:01:00.001+08:00

心跳快得很可怕

超级低气压

不能呼吸

啊 ~~

哈哈

2009-09-13T13:00:00.001+08:00

do people actually gets horny when they re drunk?

cus i think i do.

i might have to control it a lil.

haha

2009-09-06T03:12:00.002+08:00

突然很想听你的声音

但是算了

你是个残忍的孩子

你毫不在乎别人的感受

你是冷血吗

每次的谈话总是悲伤收场

争吵争吵

不过如此

还留恋什么

我早该知道

没什么好下场

2009-08-21T16:19:00.001+08:00

perhaps i should learn to give in to my true feelings.

oops

2009-08-19T10:08:00.001+08:00

havnt been blogging for so long.

so occupied with stuff.

mum came here recently, with that kid.

it was fun, and tiring. i felt kinda lost when they left. cus i didn noe how to carry on life thats not busy. LOL. k nvm.

went to eat marche again ytd. watched up after that.

kevin s really cute

2009-07-30T16:20:00.001+08:00

movin movin..

funfunfun

2009-07-11T00:09:00.002+08:00

once again i applaud myself for my wise decision to go poly, why did i even wasted one whole year at jc???? WHY!!!

we had 2 fieldtrips in one week. one to national museum and another to seletar camp.

we were supposed to study the interiors for the museum and the exterior for seletar camp, we did a few sketches and started taking photos after i found out that taking pictures by the window is a really cool thing. !!! and obviously we didn do much sketches. which eventually led to all the chiong-ing ytd. just to mention, almost none slept more than 3 hours ytd, maybe except for me, i slept for 6 hours, the rest,, i duno. haha

and the trip to seletar camp..my cam battery went flat omost right after we set off.

=.=

[my video upload is stuck!!]

everyone became so high today, it started on the bus when SOME people started playing games that re..rather gay. laughed and laughed.

then suddenly everyone realise taking unglam photos of each other is also a very fun thing.

i see.

and everyone started becoming paparazzis.

LOL

add on.

i realised i went to the national museum before with tpjcart ppl, we went for the opening of the national museum of singapore last year, tts when we all appeared there in jeans and tshirt and slippers, and the rest all drinking red wine and dressed in night gown and super formal wear blahblahblah

rainy day.

2009-07-05T18:55:00.002+08:00

i wasnt in exactly the best mood these days. plus the unpredictable weather. well.

这样一个大雨天

你的声音拂过我耳边

我的心轻轻颤抖

从话筒另一端传来淡淡的秋季

挥洒着美丽

我无法到达你那边

隔着数不清的公里

只能在这里颓废地慢慢地

慢慢地回去

如果尽管没有可能

我也想听你温柔的呢喃

只是那么一次也好

就够了一生的梦幻

我无法到达你那边

没有开始也许就不能继续

我们隔着这样的距离

再也拉不近频率

可我还是渴望到不了的距离

偷偷飞了过去

或许是我太贪心

不注意就坠了机

难道这就是结局

不可能

没有开始何来结局

marche~

2009-06-29T02:54:00.002+08:00

its a nice restaurant, cozy ambience. perfect for family or couple dinner.

at the top of vivo.

鱼说[你看不见我的泪因为我在水中] 水说[我感觉得到你的泪因为你在我心中]

2009-06-23T23:49:00.001+08:00

鱼儿从小就是一个顽皮的孩子，她从不像别的孩子那样安静。她喜欢在水里蹿来蹿去，先是个50米冲刺，然后来一个急刹车或是一个急转弯。每每这时，水儿总是微笑地看着鱼儿……有时，鱼儿会碰到一些令人丧气的事，但在这时，温柔的水儿总是静静地倾听着，抚慰着鱼儿。白天，水儿把鱼儿轻轻抛起，让她跃出水面，看看外面的世界，然后再将她稳稳地接住。到了夜里，水儿就成了最温暖的摇篮，他总是轻轻地摇晃，哄着鱼儿让她入睡。在夏天的夜晚里，水儿总是会将鱼儿拖到水面鱼儿渐渐长大了，她发现心里有一样东西让她牵挂——那就是水儿。一天，鱼儿终于鼓足了勇气告诉了水儿她喜欢他，水儿却沉默了。“你为什么不说话？”鱼儿问。水仍旧沉默着，只是开始轻轻地摇着头。妈妈说鱼儿不能爱水。这是大自然的规律，就好像斑马只能爱斑马，花豹只能爱花豹；条纹的只能爱条纹，斑点的又只能爱斑点，而斑点却是永远不能爱条纹的。鱼儿不明白，如果条纹真的爱上了斑点，飞鸟真的爱上鱼而鱼儿真的爱上水，那又该如何呢？鱼儿不明白，她吐着泡泡对水说：“我爱你！”水儿再次沉寂，鱼儿没有再说什么，只是静静地躺在了水的怀里………… 许久，鱼儿的开口打破了沉寂：“你看不见我眼中的泪，因为我在水中。” 水说：“我能感觉到你的泪，因为你在我心中。” 鱼儿急了：“那你为什么不爱我？” 水却只能说：“我不能爱你，我居无定所，时常到处漂流，你和我在一起会很辛苦的。”

　　鱼儿又坚定地说：“我不怕，我要永远和你在一起！” 可是，水终究逃不过漂流的命运，他流入了一条大河，鱼儿一直寸步不离地陪着他。他们相拥着饶过暗礁和险涛，流过江湖，跃下瀑布，流入一条小溪中。一路上，水儿将鱼儿轻轻抛起，又接住，再抛起，再接住，嬉闹着。水流越流越暖，最后竟快断流了！ “

　　太好了，我们终于可以定居了。”鱼儿欢呼雀跃。 “ 不行，水面太浅，太危险了，乘现在还有退路，你赶快往回游吧！”水儿紧张地说。 “不，不管怎样，我决不离开你！”鱼儿坚决地说。为了减少水的蒸发量，白天，鱼儿静静地躺在水的怀里，不作任何运动。到了夜里，星星全落到了水里，鱼儿才开始嬉戏，把星星一颗颗吞进去，又吐出来，再吞进去，再吐出来，乐此不疲。六月，火红的太阳照射着水面，尽管他们做了各种努力，可水儿还是在一点一点的蒸发。鱼儿的脊背渐渐地露出了水面，水儿努力地激起了波澜，湿润着她的脊背，不让太阳将她灼伤。可是这样，更加加速了水的蒸发。终于，最后的一滴水也离开了鱼儿。鱼儿躺在了龟裂的土地上，奄奄一息。鱼儿的心脏在完成了最后一次跳动时，一滴眼泪从脸颊滑落。突然，天空划过一道闪电，在几声响雷之后，大雨倾盆而下，鱼儿又回到了水的怀抱，水儿呼唤着鱼儿，可是鱼儿再也没有醒来，水带着悲伤的心情载着鱼儿像风一样地奔驰，撕裂心肺的哭声，任谁都可以听到……………… 水儿载着鱼儿，奋力奔跑，流到了一棵干枯的小树旁，水儿侵入了泥土里，把鱼儿的身体埋进了泥土，水儿对着鱼儿已腐烂的尸体轻轻地说：“我们不用再到处奔流了，我找到了你的住所，从今以后，你中有我，我中有你…………” 不知道过了多少年，树顶上长出了嫩绿色的新芽，在上面有一滴水珠，阳光下闪闪发亮，那是鱼儿流下的眼泪…………

鱼说：“你看不见我眼中的泪，因为我在水中。”
水说：“我能感觉到你的泪，因为你在我心中。”

　　鱼对水说：我一直在哭泣，可是你永远都不知道，因为我在水里.
水说：我知道，因为你一直在我心里。
我不是鱼，你也不是水，你能看见我寂寞的眼泪吗？
也许，因为这是寂寞的情人泪。

　　鱼对水说：我永远不会离开你，因为离开你，我无法生存。
水说：我知道，可是如果你的心不在呢？
我不是鱼，你也不是水，我不离开你是因为我爱你，
可是，你的心里有我吗？

　　鱼对水说：我很寂寞，因为我只能待在水里。
水说：我知道，因为我的心里装着你的寂寞。
我不是鱼，你也不是水，我寂寞是因为我思念你，
可是，远方的你能感受到吗？

　　水对鱼说：如果没有鱼，那水里还会剩下什么？
鱼说：如果没有你，那又怎么会有我？
我不是鱼，你也不是水，没有你的爱，我依然会好好的活，
可是，好好的活并不代表我可以把你忘记。

　　鱼对水说：一辈子不能出去看看外面的世界，是我最大的遗憾
水说：一辈子不能打消你的这个念头，是我最大的失败
我不是鱼，你也不是水，现在的我只想要一个一辈子的承诺
可是，你负担得起吗？

　　鱼对水说：在你的一生中，我是第几条鱼？
水说：你不是在水中的第一条鱼，可却是我心中的第一条。
我不是鱼，你也不是水，我们都不是彼此生命中的第一个，
可是，知道吗？你是第一个我想要嫁的人。。

　　鱼对水说：你相信一见钟情吗？
水说：当我意识到你是鱼的那一刻，就知道你会游到我的心里。
我不是鱼，你也不是水，我以为我对你的感情不会长久，因为那是一见钟情。
可是，我错了，感情如酒，越封越香，越长久。

　　鱼对水说：为什么每次都是我问你答？
水说：因为我喜欢在回答中让你了解我的心。
我不是鱼，你也不是水，为什么你总是让我等待？
难道，你不知道，等待=失去信心=放弃？

　　如果我是鱼，而你是水，那该有多好！
水永远都知道鱼的想法，因为鱼在水的心里。
但是我不是鱼，你也不是水，
你永远都不知道我的爱，因为我也许根本不在你的心里！
　　如果我是鱼，而你是水,我可以游入你的心里吗?
每个城市都会下雨，就像我走到哪里都会想你，思念是一种果实，酸中带甜，盛产在夜里，而我带着不确定的心情想你想你。。。。。。

sick sick sick

2009-06-23T01:18:00.002+08:00

i fell sick.

maybe its the continuous watching of tv serial that led to the lost of concentration which caused the headache that in turn led to a mass breakdown of my immunity system which caused me to fall sick.

im rotting at home.

i havnt been out for 2 days.

i sleep at 5am and wake up at 4pm everyday.

i ate 3 meals in 3days.

and i finish half a roll of toilet paper, the other half torn and moist in the dusbin.

my nose is still blocked.

now.

im gna go take some panadol. hopefull by tmr im able to smell my own shit again.

强力推荐

2009-06-19T02:08:00.001+08:00

巾幗梟雄

我真的。。彻底爱上柴九这个角色。

RED MOON!!!

2009-06-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

today went drinking at east coast with bf and fren.

spotted RED COLOURED moon!!!!

omg its really interesting.

took 3/4 jug of long island.

really dizzy now. i must sleep

tmr presentation!!! how.

2009-06-09T23:35:00.003+08:00

havnt been blogging for ages. seriously, why do i blog in the first place. not like anyones gonna read it. maybe im just lazy to write in the diary.[i still have half the diary empty] haha.

ok. report of recent doings.

rcRCRCRCRCRCRC.

wtf rite.

successfully up level till 17.

then started watching prince of tennis

potPOTPOTPOTPOT.

wtf. seriously.

i sleep when im tired.

eat when im hungry

when im bored i play with bobo[my shark] or heheh[my black round thingi]

im planning to invest in a cushion. bring to sch then can slp when im tired. AHAHAHA.

2009-05-28T22:02:00.001+08:00

i must say. i wasted one whole year before this.

我只想好好珍惜现在的这段日子

2009-05-21T21:59:00.003+08:00

原来并没有想象中的困难

原来下了一个决定我真的可以做到

一直一直无聊的争执让我疲惫

也许真的是注定所以没有必要了

就这样

不说再见朋友

happy xD

finally theres some changes in my life.

what kind of live i ve been living, i do not wish to describe.

it was just really really horrible.

lets just hope it stays this way

hopefully may gets better

o pretty boy i love you so

2009-05-10T22:39:00.003+08:00

im madly in love with you.

madly madly in love with you.

how how.

what shd i do.

心好痛好痛

为什么你不是我的

2009-05-08T19:52:00.001+08:00

i finished 4 books of house of the night series

2009-04-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

rain came unexpectedly today, bringing away the heat that lasted every minute ever since..i duno when.

大概很多人都在讨论今天的这场雨

来得多么及时因为许多人就要中暑而亡了

难得凉快的空气中迷茫着些许潮湿的气息

实在是让人心情愉快的天气

i manage to take a nap today. slept till about 8pm. woke up and started typing nonsense.

its been so long since i felt COOL air. i actually feel cold now. LOL.

i should be starting a online store soon.

selling teddy bears and voodoo dolls. all kinds

2009-04-23T14:43:00.002+08:00

   love black cat
   i tink someones going to feed them. they re all gathering
   omg i duno hu put the poor beaver inside the toilet.
   ...
   this is the veh zai de cat. this time he change position and pose le.

2009-04-19T14:43:00.001+08:00

i made this teddy(:
i think its really cute. haha

p.s.
really looking forward.

2009-04-05T17:16:00.003+08:00

can see the city down there
wow. ok.

oh. its really nothing. morning dizzyness i guess.
i think the cat damn zai. just look at the way she lays on the ground
stupid allergic rashes. but for that tone of big tasty prawns. i dont mind at all. not at all.

2009-04-05T16:32:00.003+08:00

we came back from the mountains. and yes the ducks and cows and chickens were running everywhere

i made the footsteps.
first birthday cake in 16 years. by daddy
I LOVE HUSKEE.

2009-03-15T18:39:00.002+08:00

went to ski during the weekends.
it was really really fun..but i came back with aches all over.

its been a long time since i ve seen real cows and chickens.
they cross the bloody road like nobodys business..
and the ducks re really noisy..
haha.

sad to say i still havnt managed to ski like a pro.

2009-03-12T00:07:00.001+08:00

我有一个愿望

2009-03-10T22:22:00.001+08:00

we went metro today.
its really big. like carefore.

bought loads of food.
bought choya.
finally

its all mine
MINE

2009-03-09T23:04:00.002+08:00

today seems to be another horrible day.
i ve been typing tones of chinese just now and i realise i havnt been writing english for such a long time. omg i think i omost forgot how to blog in english.
haha.
days back at home seem more like torture.
ever since i got my notice frm tp, i feel like every second passes like years.
im dying to go back.
of course there re other reasons

2009-03-08T00:02:00.001+08:00

我觉得自己不太正常

我不想有什么遗憾所以我一定要争取我想要的
尽管我知道这条路没有尽头

我要赌一把

2009-03-02T19:13:00.001+08:00

jumbo family

i love airport

2009-03-02T15:04:00.001+08:00

genting

2009-02-12T18:00:00.001+08:00

我不后悔

2009-01-15T17:06:00.002+08:00

random photo

idiotic looking stickman

2009-01-13T14:51:00.000+08:00

遗忘到底是怎么样的感觉
难道必须学会遗忘过去才能继续

2008-11-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

我不明白为什么人可以坚持愚蠢的固执
可以一直毫不在意
真的不明白
一次又一次地伤害
不只是自己
又或许身边的人类
不知悔改
如果生命真的有许多无奈
除了面对或逃避为什么不可以有更多的选择
在原地踏步流浪
重复着一次又一次的痛苦与折磨
感觉中自己一次次跌入无间地狱
反复着犯下的错
尽管皮肤承受的痛楚撕心裂肺
我们却依旧
不知悔改

2008-11-22T00:44:00.001+08:00

I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend
And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be
What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last
And will we ever end up together?
Oh And will we ever end up together?
no, I think not,
it's never to become
For I am not the one

2008-11-17T00:37:00.002+08:00

难道拥抱都是为告别在彩排

闭上双眼
听不见看不见澎湃

2008-11-12T15:04:00.000+08:00

抬头仰望堕落的天空
嫣然回首
此情不再

2008-11-06T00:47:00.001+08:00

你的轮廓在黑夜中之中淹没

2008-10-24T00:03:00.003+08:00

我有想过很美很美的未来
很美很美的别墅
很美很美的天空
很美很美的爱情
可是这些很美很美真的只是幻想
我承认自己是个充满幻想的孩子
是的还只是个孩子
所以觉得疼痛
放不下肩膀的疼痛
尽管已经直不起腰
我还是很努力的站得笔直笔直的

还有什么使我逗留?
这是不是你一直想问的
我很努力
真的很努力
你看不到吗
尽管向往彼岸的灯火
我心甘情愿留下来
为的是什么

请不要质疑我
也不要把'情圣'贴在自己的头上

也许我们都很寂寞
也许我们都很沉默
我们时不时回头
时不时探望过去心碎的回忆
我以为那会使我们成长变得坚强
到头来也只不过是回忆
幸福过头的时候没有安全感
就把这些回忆套出来
从新品尝一遍

突然觉得好冷
冷进了心里

打了个寒颤

2008-10-21T22:36:00.002+08:00

我们坚持了这么久到底是为什么
也许我们都需要冷静的思考
我需要让自己有喘息的缝隙
我想逃
我想要逃到可以隐藏悲伤的角落
夹在灰尘中
听血红的声音流出身体
请给我一些些怜悯
给我一点点注意
让我有多一些些自信
多一点点勇敢

我总尝试在你眼中寻找些什么
却只看得到迷茫
为什么你眼里没有我想看到的东西
还是透过瞳孔
反映在心里的影像
我不知道还能一直看着你多久
那眼神是毒药是蜜糖
醉生梦死

你看到了什么
为什么不看我

2008-10-17T18:37:00.000+08:00

什么都没有变
一直都没变过

2008-10-11T21:10:00.003+08:00

i tot im different.
am i?

these two days had been busy for me
but it was fun
we saw mr dan ytd as usual the puppy face and no-hair except plus one super big no-degree black goggle specs. we all missed him.
we re all really proud to have him as our teacher
not anymore
((:

i tot i had it all planned today
go tamp take bike
come back
go east coast
but i got lost on the way
i ended up on the highway
cars honked at me
i was scared
but i was alone
i called you
but u sounded like its no big deal.
alrite
i knew i could do it
i rode on and ended up in kembangan
what does this mean then
issit a sign?
hmm.

is it alrite to feel left out?
i noe im different from them
maybe their life isnt as simple as i tot
but mines definitely much more complicated
i nvr feel they could understand it
lets just treat it as a joke

maybe it was a mistake
we ll see how.

2008-10-11T20:17:00.003+08:00

我为了这只猫猫牺牲了一大瓶绿茶买了一罐猫食

特地再三想了又想猫猫喜欢吃什么最后决定了

海鲜大拼盘

名字不错呢

猫真是现实的动物

我看着它们边吃边观察我

不仅有些可笑

我伸出手想摸摸它们

它们却跑开了

它们现实得太单纯

毫无戒备地吃着地上的猫食

吃完后舔舔嘴边的残渣就跑了

我并不奢望它们亲呢地蹭蹭我的腿

也不奢望能抱着它们摸摸它们柔软的毛

它们只是猫

它们懂什么

它们懂吗我买了它们的晚餐我自己吃什么我经过多大的内心挣扎

我只是怪我自己我到底在想什么

也许是精疲力尽了

也许是精神错乱了

也许是突然想为自己积点阴德

所以神经质地花了两块钱买了一罐'海鲜大拼盘'

没有去管过路人匪夷的眼神

我只是想听自己的心去做一件自己想做的事

泪水

2008-10-11T01:08:00.003+08:00

眼泪一滴值多少
滑下脸颊落在衣领上
湿润了嘴角

他们说伤心的眼泪最苦涩
无奈的眼泪又如何
感慨的眼泪又如何

听着看着
触动心中柔软的部分
情不自禁

对不起
只是你真的不了解
面向我的是你的背影
我不想欺骗自己
不想永远对着背影流泪
我不想过得这么卑微

对不起
你真的不理解
也不需要理解
就这样

2008-10-10T01:35:00.002+08:00

lost and captured

2008-10-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

vs hostel
i found these photos today. its like seeing old friends again.
i remember taking them with my favourite phone, which was stolen(curses the thieve).
heng i kept the mem card.
today i finally manage to retrieve them frm the card.
these photos, really reminded me alot from the past, and how i used to be.
i almost forgot how i looked like last time, how short was my hair then?
things have really changed so much.
and i know i can never go back to the kind of life i had last time.
how i miss those times.
the freedom to depress, the indulgence..
i missed how i used to kill brain cells by thinking of how to please you.
but as i said. that was the past.

but still. i missed the short haired me, my comfortable baggy jeans.
i missed those days, without guys.
really. i enjoyed so much by myself. it was a completely different life then.
i could have done so much.

no im not regretting.
im just reminiscing.

do u think i would want to go back to the life i had last time?

i was so innocent
my mind was blank then
i didn noe the meaning of responsibility
i had to grow up
short hair was just a passing phase.
maybe i would like to have that again if i had the chance to..

i will think back, from time to time.
thinking about the choices that i ve made.
have i hurt anyone?
have i hurt someone alrd?
have i been hurt?

i ll say this again.
no im regretting the path that i have chosen.
i do believe in fate
and destiny.
but what i trust in is myself, that i can change my life, for the better.
and yours too.

i wonder what will become of me soon after.
ppl changes really fast.
i do hope i can still be the same me after so many years, do u think its possible?
as much as i want to be who i am.
i cant.
i really cant.

i know too well that i cant survive in this world if i free myself.
the worlds still too dangerous for me.

but i am not a child.
im still trying.
trying hard to fit in.
trying to find somewhere.
trying to find.. that someone.

or have i found that someone alrd?

2008-09-26T00:34:00.003+08:00

我发现我总是被黑暗的一切所吸引
不由自主地渴望着痛苦

也许我是病态的
也许我是自虐的
我渴望着痛苦的摧残
渴望一切不被世俗所容纳的因素

我相信每个人心中都有一个魔鬼
这个魔鬼也许是贪也许是淫
其实这种渴望并不可耻
这是人性最真实的一面
从来不需要隐藏

看到血红的颜色流出身体
我异常的兴奋
仿佛听到血液在呐喊
这像一种自由的象征缓缓地释放着自我

不知道你是否也有这种感觉

身体里某个部分在渴望着一些见不得光的事情
你是否渴望着肉体的摧残
是否渴望异性近乎凌虐的碰触
是否渴望有把刀可以释放身体里的声音

偶尔也会幻想
但这也只是幻想
永远也不会是现实

2008-09-26T00:19:00.003+08:00

细细地想你
如纺纱的丝线
密密麻麻
织满了整个心

轻轻地想你
如猫咪的脚步
小心翼翼
踏遍了整个心

我那么地想你
不停的想你
白云都在惋惜
降下毛毛细雨
轻轻冲散心中的失意

然后你离去
却忘记带走我的心
天晓得心迷了路
心一直找寻着你
追随着你的脚步

我无法放弃
任由着心放纵
一直在等待着一个希望的光芒

我是不是很傻

不知过了多久
心回来了
心说我累了

然后尽管你再次来到我身边
我却不想和你牵手
我也累了

所以然后我放弃了

2008-09-22T23:39:00.001+08:00

当火车开入这座陌生的城市
那是从来就没有见过的霓虹
我打开离别时你送我的信件
忽然感到无比的思念
看不见雪的冬天
不夜的城市
我听见有人欢呼有人在哭泣
早习惯穿梭充满诱惑的黑夜
但却无法忘记你的脸
有没有人曾告诉你我很爱你
有没有人曾在你日记里哭泣
有没有人曾告诉你我很在意
在意这座城市的距离
看不见雪的冬天
不夜的城市
我听见有人欢呼有人在哭泣
早习惯穿梭充满诱惑的黑夜
但却无法忘记你的脸
有没有人曾告诉你我很爱你
有没有人曾在你日记里哭泣
有没有人曾告诉你我很在意
在意这座城市的距离
有没有人曾告诉你我很爱你
有没有人曾在你日记里哭泣
有没有人曾告诉你我很在意
在意这座城市的距离

2008-08-24T01:50:00.003+08:00

我想了很多
这一整年所发生的种种
我不知道自己是不是真的长大了
我不时迷茫无奈也有迷失自我的时候
这些都撑过去了
风风雨雨还有什么让我
不住颤抖..

我相信每个人都渴望
爱人指尖的温柔
接触过这种温柔的个体
就再也无法忍受寂寞
幸福
使人上瘾

我们
不再假装纯情
为什么不再现从前一样
再没有那么单纯的心情
止不住恋上你的体温你的味道
你温柔的碰触
你指尖传递的爱
化作言语

我却不知如何是好

未来到底有什么是值得我们向往的
是不是
等待的只有绝望
我们违反了这个世界的规则
所以
等待的只有绝望?
我不禁审问自己

那感觉在瞬间蔓延
停不下来
回过神之后我们都已经深深掩埋
无法自拔

2008-07-16T13:51:00.002+08:00

i dont like the stupid man. him and his red pants.
eee.
i dont like the stupid man. him and his fuckg rules.
yuck.
i dont like the stupid man. him and his pms.
fucker.
so many fuckers arnd.
adn theres nth i can do abt it.
i dont understand why schools like to torture students.
it seems tt the ultimate reason of going to school is lost in the process.

damn. i wish the change the pe shorts.
its freakin uncomfortable and the school expects us to wear it.
i hope they wear it themselves.

i really think a person with no manners should not expect good manners from others.

2008-07-11T12:11:00.000+08:00

FUCK RULES.
dammit.

2008-07-05T13:16:00.005+08:00

i am. the guan yin.

sorry for the sudden chunking of pictures.

i got really lazy for the past few months.

ever since the previous post, which i believe i mentioned life in tpjc.

yes tpjc.

i almost forgot the reason i entered the college.

THE RUNWAY!!!

gosh. tt ll be nxt yr.

haha.

heres a joke for everyone.

ahbeng a shouts: look!!! a dead bird!!!

ahbeng b looks up and shouted: where where!!!!

......

ha ha ha

2008-03-22T18:45:00.001+08:00

life in tpjc has started LONG long ago.
all i want to say is
art gave me the strength to go on
im really glad

2008-02-16T11:41:00.004+08:00

WTF cnt ul photos.
sian.

2008-01-26T19:07:00.001+08:00

im so lazy to post anything up here.
life for me recently has been so freakin tiring.
fuck life.
pouts*
asif i can really do that.
im glad tho.
GOD blessed me, yet again. despite all those shits and rebellious behaviors.
ahh wadever lah.
life still have to go on no matter wad.
i ll be awaiting.

i want to look smart and handsome in the coffin.
i want ppl to throw flowers beside my body.
i want ppl to wear black and red to my funeral.
hats ll be good.
oh yes. black roses please.
and pls. do not cry.
[asif anyone ll cry liddat. hahaha]

i shall not boast bt my score here. like some ppl do.
its not even good to begin with.

....
im going nuts.

2008-01-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

wads wrong with the internet man.
some days before i can still go blogs.
now cnt again!!!!

WTH.

anw.
i need a room. urgently.
budget is 400-600 per mth.
near payaleba/eunos/marineparade area.
utilities included.
anyone got something tt fits this description,
please contact me thru email.
fanyiou1991@hotmail.com

THANKS

2008-01-08T17:18:00.000+08:00

no i cant stop thinking bout you

有一次我们吵架
你转身离去我没有挽留
那时心痛得无法移动身子挽留的话自然也就没说出口
你走后三秒钟眼泪哗哗地开始流
第一次觉得人的背影可以这么让人心痛

我喜欢专注的你
即使是现在还是很喜欢我不否认
此时此刻非常遗憾我很想拿我们的事出来做文章
文绉绉地写一些撒狗血的文字

那条路小超市旁边的餐馆
有我们的回忆

和你在一起的时候我总是想跟你踏遍这片土地
留下你和我的脚印
留下许多美好的回忆

我们还有好多未完成的事
好多未完成的回忆
怎么就这么结束了

哈哈
本来想好好些点什么的
不过写到一半跑去唱歌了
然后就想不出什么东西写了
呵呵
今天心情还是不错滴

最后
我爱晟敏
sungmin oppa saranghae

2008-01-02T19:24:00.000+08:00

hahaha.so cute rite. lols lols

sangminshi!!! saranghae

now for some randomness.

paiseh. haha. the clouds re so nice. i cant even see any clouds here. so sad luh.

gosh. i miss those clouds.

ahem* bruduhh.borrow ur picture. haha

2007-12-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

i love D

i love bunny too

these lovelys.

2007-12-28T00:26:00.000+08:00

AS REQUESTED,ur honour

2007-12-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

BAG

256rmb

leather.

black.

brown.

2007-12-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

suddenly something has happened to me
as i was having my cup of tea
seddenly i was feeling depressed
i was utterly and totally stressed
do u noe u made me cry
do u noe u made me die
and the thing that gets to me
is u ll never really see
and the thing that breaks me out
is i ll owas be in doubt
it is a lovely thing that we
its a lovely thing. the animal
the animal instinct..

听说是小红莓的歌
挺不错的

2007-12-24T16:15:00.000+08:00

蓝天白云
那么晴的天空
还有我们的青春年少
we ll carry on

翠绿成荫
那么静的下午
还有我们的谈天说笑
we ll carry on

我们弹着吉他
没事讲讲笑话
你总是这么说
有一天我们要一起成就
一起成就

你总是像阳光一样
照亮我们的友谊
阴天下雨的时候
你会撑起伞
然后我们继续谈天说笑

这种单纯的快乐来的太容易
对我们彼此感觉都不真实

离别是不是不远了
one thought of you is enough to leave the world behind

思路被打断
那些跟你的回忆
不断重复不断重复

我抱着吉他
想着你的笑话
青春不再单纯
青春不再是友谊

我们都转过身去
整理好彼此的心情
尽管不是件容易的事

然后继续向前走

[欧欧]*谁帮我作曲吧好想写自己的歌呵呵

并不是想炫耀自己有多少感触
也不是想让某个人看过后会痛哭流涕
想写一点心中的话
也想告诉大家
爱就勇敢去追求
错过了机会很多年后回头看看不想让心中有那么一丁点的后悔
面对爱情不允许懦弱的存在
不想每每某个名字出现在眼前心脏罢工几秒
不想有这么没用的自己存在着
曾经失去了多少我不想去追回
反正也已经失去了
伤心过了哭过了发疯过了
所以够了
没有必要死抓着过去的种种不放
未来有很多美好的人事物等待着我们
有大家憧憬的
美丽的爱情
玫瑰般的爱情
像钻石一般耀眼的爱情

尽管如此
我们还是甘愿被命运玩弄着
一直活在被自己束缚的痛苦中

人类是不是都很贱呢
是不是都很不得早点进坟墓越早越好
是吗

明知道会痛还故意把手伸向刀子
自作自受

好了不说这个了
气氛阴沉沉的啊
大家笑一下(:

明年我要怎么办
不想拿成绩
怕梦醒了然后还没反应过来就被拉回现实了
多么美妙的梦啊
晚点再叫醒我不可以吗
我不知道自己想干什么
美术一向是专长但是不是长久的饭票还有待发掘
怎么办
画家好像不赚钱啊

突然有点后悔
应该好好读书的
现在想想
中学的时候都干了些什么
那些傻子才会做的事
双眼为什么会被蒙蔽
只有自己心里最清楚

我希望
那些决心
可以持久一些

我们一起努力吧

2007-12-23T14:51:00.000+08:00

I'm sittin' here all by myself

just tryin' to think of something to do

Tryin' to think of something, anything

just to keep me from thinking of you

But you know it's not working out

'cause you're all that's on my mind

One thought of you is all it takes

to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself

that you're not the one for me

But the more I think, the less I believe it

and the more I want you here with me

You know the holidays are coming up

I don't want to spend them alone

Memories of Christmas time with you

will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do

we just can't seem to get it right

But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar

But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far

I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you

Oh please, baby won't you take my hand

we've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids

And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did

No, you didn't mean to love me back

But you did

plainwhitet's

2007-12-23T12:01:00.000+08:00

我这样想着
渐渐的就熬过去了

前几天逛了书店
买了魅生三本书
现在看第二本

天天无所事事的
烦死了

不想聊天了
也没什么好聊的

怎么觉得
要结束了

是什么呢

2007-12-22T22:06:00.000+08:00

praise me(:

2007-11-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

finished watching Xfamily.
damn nice sia.
haha.

the songs inside very nice oso.
went to download. heheh.

anw. reached haerbin 1200 today.
seems like snow came not long ago.
dad says we can go snowboarding tmr. but i tot its abit rush, since theres plenty of time to play this time. we ll go next week after we finished preparing all our stuff.
:))

aww.
miss you sia.
...

2007-11-23T17:05:00.000+08:00

4more hours.
flying back. woohoo~
haha.
hope the plane dnt crash halfway.
haha.
but if tt really happens.
will u attend my funeral?
if u do then jump down frm the plane.
thks.
hehehh

2007-11-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

那么真实的梦一下子就醒来了
像打碎了的玻璃杯再也拼不回去
甜蜜也都在瞬间成了回忆

为什么
我到底在做什么
捍卫自己的幸福
这真的是所谓的幸福吗
还是
只是不甘心自己爱上的是个笑话罢了

我以为你就是那个会牵着我的手陪我走到尽头的人
我以为你会是那个在天冷的时候给我温暖怀抱的人
我以为你会是那个当我伤心难过陪我一起度过的人
我以为你会是那个...一直在我身边陪着我的人

你让我失望了

不过我很抱歉
给你带来这么多不幸
也许离开是对的
这样你就自由了

再见吧
请不要忘了我

2007-11-01T11:13:00.000+08:00

heheh.

we all say goodbye.

when its time to do say.
we be gracious and do it with respect.

wo do not hate.
we do not jealous.

goodbye.
but we ll meet again.

2007-10-25T09:57:00.000+08:00

2500.

and i ll do anything.
ANYTHING U WANT.

anyone?

please.

2007-10-11T20:42:00.000+08:00

so long. sinced then.

graduation
we played.
we loved.
and we enjoyed the four years in cedar.
now that we left.
leaving behind memories.
sweet. bitter.
memories thats gna stay with us for the rest of our lives.

for my friends/classmates.
save your tears. those precious H2O.
until we meet each other again for prom.
take care and mugg hard.
do stay in contact. 90859075.

and for all my tachers.
mr tay. ms chng. mrs lim. mdm lum.
i love yall.

tata guys.
we ll see again.
bye((:

2007-09-23T01:25:00.000+08:00

tata.
long time no see.
since my darling broke down.
so sad. i shed tonnes of tears for it. even held a lil funeral for its retirement.

but initially i got over the lost of my darling.

ahem.
darling.

coursework was over.
prelims passed.

i ve done so much.
without YOU.
omg. im impressed with myself luh. i tot laptop was my fuel.
haha.

okayokay.
school is getting more and more boring tho.

是不是很多事时间久了就看得特别明白
一些人曾经以为是天使是圣人也会犯错啊

哈哈
原来人生并不只是如此啊
患难见真情说得也不假

谢谢你们我生病的时候多亏了你们的照顾谢谢

好了
也没什么好写的
我的生活也不是什么小说不算精彩吧
我也不是那些照一大堆栏照片然后一堆一堆地往网上发好像自己多会照相似的

拜

2007-08-20T20:51:00.000+08:00

secret is nice.

haha.
go listen go listen.
http://www.gangqinpu.com/html/../mp3url.asp?id=4002

composed by jaychou?

haha.
听得快变神经病了
好听得让人吐血

陶醉陶醉

我做梦都听得到这首曲子哈哈

2007-08-15T10:28:00.000+08:00

back to life without you.

good or bad

i really dont know

2007-08-03T08:08:00.000+08:00

tell me. how suey can a person get.
haha
lucky.i have GOD with me.
tho sometimes i really wonder why he put me thru all these.
tsktsk.hah

okay. thsi is wierd.
i want to study.
HAHA

eh i tie my hair nicenice today lol. then they luff at me. walao.
什么性交
....

thankyou.
for being there for me.
thankyouthankyou.

kaekae. so long. before i blog again. SEEYA

2007-08-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

[i hate you now]
stay away from me.

damn why cant you see thru my thoughts

2007-07-23T16:44:00.000+08:00

yesyes.
ITS OVER
haha

my laptop is drenched.
it died.

ARG
how am i gna live without it

2007-07-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

yesYES. i want to sleep.
skipped four periods today. went sickbay to sleep. hohoho.
intended to slip emaths only.
then i sleep and sleep like a pig.
when i woke up. its the last two periods alrd.
i even sleeped thru recess.
tsk. meaning no food for me untill1340.
ARG. haha.
kae. i think i shd get a water bottle.hahahaha

miss those super-short-hair days.miss those afternoons spent at MPlibrary.miss the lift.the super-shiny lift.ultra-clear reflections.HAH

please.PLAEASE. say im PRO.P-R-O.pro.HAHAHA

windy de 小强

thats PEARLYN. the girls who sings like shes insane. haha
we studied at singpost.oh hohoho. asif really got study like that.

haha

2007-07-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

我们都很难过
你这样对得起那些爱你的人吗

请回来吧

我们等着你

2007-07-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

oh billy brown had lived an odinary life
two kids a dog and a precautionary wife
while it was all going according to plan
then billy brown fell in love with another man
he met his lover almost every single day
making excuses for his dodgy holiday
unto religion that he said and duly found
they didn know that his faith was earthly bound

oh billy brown needed a place somewhere to go
he found a island off the coast of mexico
leaving his lover and his family behind
oh billy brown needed to find a peace of mind
and on his journey and he travels on the way
he met a girlie who was brave enough to say
when tehy made love he shared the burden of his mind
oh billy brown you are a victim of the times

poor billy brown.

we are. all victims of the times.

身高不是距离
体重不是压力
年龄不是问题
只要真心相爱
什么烦恼都能脱离
不理会
世俗的眼光

hah. mika s songs are really nice.
haiz.so nice. must read into the lyrics leh.

well. today was a ncie day i guess.
went to international plaze with adlin.
spent ages looking for that damned shop.tskTSK
haha

2007-07-06T20:31:00.000+08:00

why am i so easily agitated nowadays.

HAHA

sheesh.

hey smile girl. smile.

i hate to see you upset.

it upsets me.

and you.

be proud of us.

we ll be here. right here waiting.

2007-07-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

ITS FREAKIN IRRITATING.
i so wished i didn have to care a heck.
but i couldn help it.

and now its in MY mind.
STUCK THERE.
CANT GET IT OUT

and YOU . and DAMN. you.
neither want to tell me wads happening.
WANT ME TO DIE ISSIT
stop giving attitudes lah

i dunno wads happening. so i cant say anything oso
but its just irritating.

wads so hard to say
DAMN

2007-06-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

study study study.

haiyoh.

2007-06-25T01:39:00.000+08:00

[thankyou tiang for doing the computer work. this is the credits. HAHAHH]
WOOOHOOOO.
issn it just pretty.
hah hah
sheesh.
my ego MY EGO.
i have gone crazy,
hah hah. today is a happy day~~
cus i STUDIED.
woohoooo.

IM A LUCKY KID.

2007-06-22T10:50:00.000+08:00

art is killing me.
oh no.
art KILLED me.
haha

been watching ghost whisperer nowadays.its a reallyreally nice show.
as i get by the episodes i realise something.
the episodes get scarier and scarier as it goes on.
SHESH. and i feel chills everytime i watch it.haha
think its not for the weak-hearteds like me.HAHA.

okay.
congrats to jay.
finally off the chains of NS. haha.
congrats to jason too.
hu hath JUST entered NS.
hahah

damn. stop making me jealous u pok.HAHA.
who says i cant go to MOS.hahahh.

okay.
i think my head just went bonkers.
i said im killed by art alrd.shesh.
im starting to dread it now. how.hahah
feels horrible when i cant draw whatever i want to draw.
feels really horrible.
i swear i ll never go pro into art.
cus if i did. art WILL lose its meaning. i would be forced to draw commercial stuff.
id rather 流浪and u know..seeseedrawdraw. haha.
i always hoped thered be one day when i can really settle down in some quiet place. like somewhere with trees and flowers and rivers. and do whatever i like everyday.
it ll be heaven for me. haha..

ohOH.
love today[mika] is a cute song. hahah

2007-06-12T15:01:00.000+08:00

我懂
默默守候的感觉

默默地看着她
在角落默不作声的分享着她的悲伤

哎呀
花泽真是个悲剧人物
呵呵

2007-06-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

chem spoils my day.
u make me happy again((:

oh. she is so pretty.
HAHAHA

2007-06-07T19:10:00.000+08:00

this is with regards to the previous post.
for those names whom i did not mention.
not to left you out on purpose. just that there re so many ppl to name.
i can have a super long thanksgiving list le.hahahahh.

okay.
i scalded my finger.
but wads new.
im always injuring myself.rite. hah hah

2007-06-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

千言万语化成一句
thank you guys. u all ve been great friends.

really couldn ve pulled thru without u ppl.
thankyou so so much.

thankyou clarence.for helping me academically[okay.maybe i spell wrong.cmon.hu cares]
i know i ve been a VERYVERY irritating student.its a miracle u actually managed to tolerate me.
really appreciate that.
wells. i wish i can say i ll repay you with good grades. but...goodgrades are just not for me.i hate studying. as much as i hate eating ginger.
but i guess i ll try my best. for you.

thankyou pearlyn.
tho ur singing annoys me sometimes.haha. but somewhat thru the days it has become something for me to look forward to every saturday evening((:
and that redred joel.
i think u need a hair cut. hah hah.thanks for adding lameness into my life. its great((:
thankyou christine.
i havn think of anything to thank you yet. but just there being my friend is a big enough reason for me to express my gratitude towards you. hah hah.
[kae. i think i sound cheem]

thankyou unclehans.[this one arh.big person.haha]
for bringing me to church.
if not i will never d known such good friends.
i might never know such kind people exists.
hah hah.
oh.enjoy ur donuts((:[if uncle happens to drop by nieces blog.leave a msg kae]

and.poor jay.
hope u find a new phone soon

and YOU.
u ve been so nice to me.
i dunno wad to say liao.
haha.

and the whole of 3/4a 06/07.
aini meimei syahidah qixuan jess farhana yara...
u ppl made skl enjoyable((:

kae. think im abit mushymushy here.aiyah.
today is thanksgiving day mah.
hah hah

OHYES.
ahtiang arh. must treasure ur phone kae. if not become like mine. so ugly.
hha hah

2007-06-04T10:15:00.000+08:00

THIS IS IRRITATING
what has happened to my links!!!

aiyah.
anw.
finally fallen sick)):
stupid weather.
haiz

2007-05-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

许下的诺言从来不是假的
也没有随随便便走开
若你晓得走开需要莫大的决心和勇气
要知道放弃爱并不容易

如今我也只能说抱歉
也许我能给你的也只剩祝福了
祝福你找到比我和她还好的人
可以为你付出一切的人
真心爱你的人

可以说我不负责任
因为我承认我的的却却是个不负责任的混蛋

我的离开参杂了许多复杂的因素
一时说不清
我自认为也没说清楚的必要

你只要记得
我曾经爱过你
曾经对你好过[若你愿意我还是会继续对你好]

就够了
其余的
就不多说了

2007-05-31T20:05:00.000+08:00

......
HAHA

how do i put it.
lets just say.
dramatic mood changes ???

HAH HAHA

im dying.of happiness\\
hah hah

CAPTURED

pisces

oops

funfunfun

rainy day.

marche~

鱼说[你看不见我的泪 因为我在水中] 水说[我感觉得到你的泪 因为你在我心中]

sick sick sick

强力推荐

巾幗梟雄

RED MOON!!!

o pretty boy i love you so

泪水

lost and captured

鱼说[你看不见我的泪因为我在水中] 水说[我感觉得到你的泪因为你在我心中]